Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Depression Mood
Ok... that happiness I mentioned some posts ago is gone and it is now hitting me... I am really leaving LA.And I don't know if it is because the day is so close, or if it is because some of the stuff I keep doing for my career seem useless since I'm not gonna be here in the next couple of months. Maybe it's because I hate having to sell my stuff and I need to convince people to buy them. Or maybe it's just because the reasons why I was happy about going to Portugal are not as strong anymore. My ex is not picking me up at the airport, he has an exam on that exact same day. And the family meeting I was looking forward to is not gonna be as perfect as I though. My parents are going through a hard time, so it seems that I will have to deal with lots of problems as soon as I get there.
I don't know why leaving is hitting me so hard all of a sudden. But I'm so so sad right now.
posted by Ana @ 7:09 PM
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September 11, 2008 1:28 PM ,
sinuosa said...
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Olha querida, o teu bem é nunca teres sido filha do tio Quim e da tia Paula, por exemplo, senão a tua depressão já era crónica. Mal (ou bem) habituada, por isso te queixas. Mas a vida é feita de tudo ou pelo menos corremos realmente esse risco.
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September 14, 2008 3:46 AM ,
Katie Coffman said...
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All the happiness will come back when you see your home. I think everyone always has a bit of home-sickness in them, you especially since you are so far away. You'll only be there for a short time, so you can relish in your nostalgia. For a little bit. I'm exited for you!
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