Saturday, July 26, 2008
Ok so movies...
I just watched "PeggieSue Got Married" at home an it made me think about high school. At this point 3 years ago I was sure I would be married at right now and starting a family.
Fuck dude, now I'm no where near that goal...hard to have any thoughts of starting a family when you have no prospects of a person you want to start that family with. Doesn't stop my feelings of want though.
Goddamnit. Problem is: that movie ends with the main character chick ending up with her high school sweetheart. That never happens. I don't regret my high school relationship at all (so Nathan if you ever read this thank you for everything. I'm totally serious.) But I know I could never stay with that person forever. High school is so different from 'the afterlife.' It's insulated from money problems and debt and painful passion and everything (at least I think so.)
You can't have school without chool. (thank you Mike and Matt, I really miss you guys)
Fuck man, even now is so different from real life. I'm not sure what real life will be like, but I hope and pray to God (or whatever spiritual guide I feel like) that it will be as fun and as happy as Senior/Freshman Summer year. Right now I miss that part of my life more than anything possible. I don't want my life to exactly the same, obviously, but with at least as many people as I cared about and knew and loved.
Godfuckingdamnit I just want someone to understand this.
Oh wait, everyone who has come out of college/high school and is looking toward their successful future feels this way...
Go us! We will conquer the world, because we get past this shit
posted by Katie Coffman @ 11:51 PM
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August 4, 2008 3:30 PM ,
Sassy Mohen said...
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I think you cure more when you're drunk!
haha, yeah I know what you mean about the high school thing it's crazy because in a sense senior year was like "on of the best years of my life"
however, since Sophomore year life seems to be getting progressively better and better in the sense I am heading towards the dream I concocted during that time.
the computer just told me concockted is spelt concocted.
that's ridiculous.
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